While I heat up my coffee (:

Alright, last night was mega weird...

Re-evaluate, nao.

Okay, so the thing is.. I feel pretty good being able to let out what I had to say last night. With the whole rose issue and such.

So a lot of weight off my shoulder status...

I just wanna make it clear to the world for self pity from others sake.

I AM happy with Tony, but as you all know.. or at least Sher and Abel.. you guys both know that the healing process is quite hard especially after all what you witnessed.

Like I've been saying for the longest time, it's bittersweet.. I am truly in love with Tony, but then I think about sad crap that make me sad, that turn me mad LOL.

Yea, Bi-Polar much? mhmm. I don't mean to do it.. but it just happens.

After getting yelled at last night and seeing a side of Tony I have never seen (scared me shitless..)

I..am..over it..

This whole break up issue and chiz.. If I keep dwelling upon it.. it'll get me..nowhere.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO with that being said... I don't wanna speak my mind about the breakup..

But I leave you all with this..

I will never forget the break up and what was said to me...

So... yea.

/smiles.


no really.. everything is all good.. I learned to accept that... change isn't going to happen any time soon.. so ts all good!

My coffee is ready!! okay, hwk time. bye bye