only because it's christmas..

will I put a smile on my face..

but in the back of my mind, I am still hurting...

and of course you would say..

"you always pick fights with me.."

yea, it's always a fight or an argument

when all I'm trying to do is express how hurt I am

for something that's been going on.

it's always a fight or argument

when it involves my emotions being toyed with.

what. ever.

so much shit to do, I don't even wanna try anymore..